The constant internal chatter…

It is exactly two months until our wedding.

Eeeeeeeeeeek!

I am both excited and overwhelmed by all that still needs to be done.

But mainly excited. 

I CANNOT WAIT to marry this man. 😃 


That being said, my head is constantly full of wedding “noise.” A lot of chatter. 

It’s like an ongoing buzz. White noise.

“Remember to finish reading that book your Rabbi recommended…”

“Oh, and Ketubah wording! Gotta find one that feels right by next Sunday.”

“Speaking of wording…continue that research for the perfect readings. I feel like I remember something I read during my Yoga Teacher Training I might want to use…”

“Oh, and the band. Remember to follow-up with the band about the revised first dance lyrics.”

“And the father/daughter dance. Still need to figure that out…”

“And hot outfits for my Bachelorette weekend…”

“We still need to order our wedding favors…”

“And the veil. And garter. And jewelry. Something borrowed, something blue … AGHHH!!!”

That’s just the tip of the iceberg… 

Chatter, chatter, chatter…

My wedding checklist says I still have 73 items yet to complete!

73!!!

Anyone who has planned a wedding knows that you can book all the big stuff in advance (venue, band, caterer, photographer, etc.) but once you get to those final few weeks, that’s when all the detailed planning starts. The stuff you couldn’t really plan until you got the RSVPs in and closer to the actual wedding date. 

But you know what? 

It’s all good. 

This is temporary. This too shall pass.

And that’s what I keep reminding myself. 

And reminding myself to breathe and stop and enjoy the process. Enjoy being with my fiancé, even amidst all the craziness that is wedding planning. Let me correct that, especially amidst all the craziness. Enjoy being “us”.

On that note…today is Tuesday. Tuesday is our weekly date night. And my sweetie is cooking me dinner.

So let me go enjoy that. Peace out.

Today’s leg workout:

Notice the noise.
Breathe into it and let it go.

Do what makes you happy.